I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele Pons14 dagen geleden

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Flores E

    Flores E3 dagen geleden

    I love you and I Respect you

  3. Kaitlan Gabbitas

    Kaitlan Gabbitas6 dagen geleden

    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  4. Laura Schmidt

    Laura Schmidt10 dagen geleden

    I am your biges fan lele!

  5. Eric

    Eric13 dagen geleden

    I love you lele pons

  6. Jady Clovis

    Jady Clovis14 dagen geleden

    I love u Lele

  7. Jeanette_ luv

    Jeanette_ luv3 uur geleden

    I'm so sorry that u have to go thru this..

  8. Tyler Haslam

    Tyler Haslam3 uur geleden

    I think your awsome

  9. Emma Laura Woodall

    Emma Laura Woodall4 uur geleden

    I am so sorry Lele, but your fans are still here for you and we always will be. You are beautiful, Hilarious, a great role model. I hope you know how incredible and awesome you are, I never knew this side of you but it is great how you are brave enough to share this on the Internet. I love you Lele ❤️

  10. Iliana Cruz

    Iliana Cruz4 uur geleden

    Their is so many people that don't understand how difficult is to deal with OCD. OCD is something serious that you can't control is powerful that takes over everything. Lele i want you to stay strong and don't let this haters bring you down i and so mony other people supportive you so much❤.

  11. Octavio Kantarcioglu

    Octavio Kantarcioglu4 uur geleden

    I don't remember asking.

  12. sarina khoungarm khosh

    sarina khoungarm khosh4 uur geleden


  13. Sam 30

    Sam 304 uur geleden

    Who cares?

  14. sarina khoungarm khosh

    sarina khoungarm khosh4 uur geleden


  15. •little_rookie•

    •little_rookie•4 uur geleden

    Luckily I never thought bad about lele. I thought she was a amazing creator because no matter of how many people bully her, she keeps going

  16. nobody cares

    nobody cares4 uur geleden

    Uhh its tuesday and you're video is private and i wan't to so it while primemiering

  17. Louise Hansen

    Louise Hansen4 uur geleden

    ❤ wish you the best for you.

  18. Julianna McDowell

    Julianna McDowell4 uur geleden

    Lele your the best. I’m telling you now many people love you and wish that your ok. We know it’s tough but, we’re here for you. It’s ok.

  19. Ash _0549

    Ash _05494 uur geleden

    I may not watch your content but I do understand what you are going through. Though our story's are different, we have many things in common. I have depression, anxiety, self-harm issues, body dysmorphia, gender dysphoria, and have been bullied many MANY times. I've been bullied physically, verbally and mentally. I had a friend who has tried to rape me and a old family friend who also tried to rape me. I have been through quite a lot, I just turned 14 and it feels as though I cant live anymore but I just keep pushing on. I've tried to commit suicide twice, I've cut hundreds of times, and I've been to a lot of therapy. I support and respect you for who you are, you are beautiful and strong, dont change for people, be who you want to be.

  20. black widow

    black widow4 uur geleden

    Let me advertise this!

  21. Chrisvegmeg410

    Chrisvegmeg4104 uur geleden

    You make better crocodile s than me

  22. kmiki 2

    kmiki 24 uur geleden

    Thank you for sharing. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  23. Candy Pablo- zacarias

    Candy Pablo- zacarias4 uur geleden

    Love you Lele❤️🥺

  24. Allstar

    Allstar4 uur geleden

    Shut up

  25. Gray Girl on the Water

    Gray Girl on the Water4 uur geleden

    Had no idea who this chick was on the internet, I just knew she came out with a great song Volar. Just goes to show how big the world is, you think everyone is all up in your business or everyone’s hates you and yet there’s at least one person out there who doesn’t know any of that shit, they just like your music

  26. NintendoJulius

    NintendoJulius4 uur geleden

    I ❤️ you Lele!! You’ve been making me laugh since I was a kid. You made life okay when it wasn’t, just because you made me laugh.

  27. Marta Dikaua

    Marta Dikaua4 uur geleden

    I love u Lele ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  28. andrew pawlak

    andrew pawlak4 uur geleden

    She is so beautiful 😳 wow... sorry about the ocd problem tho. I have it too pretty bad so I can relate

  29. stxbility

    stxbility4 uur geleden


  30. Aiden Weaver

    Aiden Weaver4 uur geleden

    I know one thing she doesn’t have the ability to make any one laugh

  31. Shakina Glory

    Shakina Glory4 uur geleden

    You are sucha strong lady Lele. Will pray for the best in your life ❤️

  32. I am slightly better than you

    I am slightly better than you4 uur geleden

    Didn't ask

  33. Tightly Savage

    Tightly Savage4 uur geleden

    Not to be rude but you have a good editor or you are a good editor because you made every video like a TV show. Man that’s impossible

  34. Solarswag Tt Alleyne

    Solarswag Tt Alleyne4 uur geleden

    Oh my gosh I would have not had no idea that she had OCD she seems so happy to me and very funny I am so sorry u going through this but at the same time I LOVE U lele🥰

  35. Tyrant Tree

    Tyrant Tree4 uur geleden

    Can you get out of my recommendations I have never watched any of your videos

  36. Blackpink

    Blackpink4 uur geleden

    You must be a lil kid. Childish

  37. elijah

    elijah4 uur geleden


  38. Bienfait Kikombe

    Bienfait Kikombe4 uur geleden

    I didn't know her, but I respect her honesty and I like how she turned her struggle into her success.

  39. mxgic builds

    mxgic builds4 uur geleden

    Lele please help I your 3rd episode private for everyone ???

  40. Selma

    Selma4 uur geleden

    Whoever makes fun of lele and thinks it’s funny you are the biggest JERK on the planet

  41. Red

    Red4 uur geleden

    Did I ask

  42. Charlotte Coghiel

    Charlotte Coghiel4 uur geleden

    God bless you like I’m so sorry for what your going threw😩god bells you lele god bless you and your heart you deserve better😇🙃❤️💖

  43. Eric Morales

    Eric Morales4 uur geleden

    Mami te amo y vamos a to

  44. JetBlue 001

    JetBlue 0014 uur geleden

    No one should be treated Barkley in real life or on the internet.


    KILLER GAMER4 uur geleden

    I have Tourette’s like severe Tourette’s and you don’t see me making a doc about it

  46. Karolina Diljá

    Karolina Diljá5 uur geleden

    I love u and u vil always haf a friend in me

  47. anri

    anri5 uur geleden

    that explains it

  48. Mackenzi Stringi

    Mackenzi Stringi5 uur geleden

    I too have adhd and ocd. It’s very hard I know what u are going through. Love u so much lele 😇💙

  49. TikTok Qweeen

    TikTok Qweeen5 uur geleden

    I have some of the symptoms of OCD but I don’t think that I have it because I have Tourette’s too so it might be one of my tics. But idk tbh.

  50. Jelaena Moreno

    Jelaena Moreno5 uur geleden

    Oh my God Lele, I am also sorry. I have watched all of your videos, but I never knew you were going through this. 🥺🥺 That really sucks. But your strong, and you are a powerful woman, you can do anything

  51. toxic_ credit

    toxic_ credit5 uur geleden

    I have OCD. I have friends that joke about having OCD, and never listen to me when I say I have it-but it's hard when you make your self sit under water for a minute or when you just can't hold something in and you have to do it.

  52. Janet Matos Matos

    Janet Matos Matos5 uur geleden

    I feel so sad for you lele

  53. Jacob Greenfield

    Jacob Greenfield5 uur geleden

    NLgo is cracked

  54. Maria Bogantes

    Maria Bogantes5 uur geleden

    Te amo, eres demaciado valiente

  55. kevin johnson

    kevin johnson5 uur geleden

    Ive never heard of a man dealing with this

  56. kevin johnson

    kevin johnson5 uur geleden

    @Ty Chaney you need to take Bofa then bro!

  57. Ty Chaney

    Ty Chaney5 uur geleden

    kevin johnson yeah, because if we express it we will get judged. 🤷‍♂️

  58. Maria Bogantes

    Maria Bogantes5 uur geleden

    Lele we are here for you

  59. -Draco Malfoy-

    -Draco Malfoy-5 uur geleden

    I have severe OCD to, and it makes me feel a little bit better about my self ^

  60. Just curious

    Just curious5 uur geleden

    I'm still not a fan of the sketches because that's just not my type of humor, but I can respect Lele. I really appreciate seeing this side of her

  61. Gursharan Kaur

    Gursharan Kaur5 uur geleden

    Finaly someone is making it clear that OCD isn't a flipping joke

  62. hoepocalypse savior

    hoepocalypse savior5 uur geleden

    Wooooooow Lele along with almost everyone one in the world suffers from a health disorder

  63. Traciee D

    Traciee D5 uur geleden

    I have been suffering from OCD and Agoraphobia. I understand all too well. Blessing your way!

  64. america boy

    america boy5 uur geleden

    Thats sad i have 2 blind parents

  65. deathwish playz

    deathwish playz5 uur geleden

    Girl you put the video privet I waited so long and at the end it's PRIVET

  66. I’m A God

    I’m A God5 uur geleden

    Really this show has been on my recommendations for so long. I finally just saw what it is about and I said oof

  67. J E.

    J E.5 uur geleden

    Thanks for making this! Hopefully this spreads more awareness of what OCD really looks like; what we experience is extremely debilitating and painful. Thanks for being vulnerable. It's going to help a lot of people. 🤗🤗🤗 sending hugs!

  68. Salvador Gonzalez

    Salvador Gonzalez5 uur geleden

    If your depressed then don’t read the comments it’s that easy.

  69. Calvin Saie

    Calvin Saie5 uur geleden



    27 ARRANISE PADILLA5 uur geleden

    We love you lele no matter what

  71. EnLiGhTeNME

    EnLiGhTeNME5 uur geleden

    Whoooooo carrreeesss

  72. Daniela Cruz

    Daniela Cruz5 uur geleden

    Estamos orgullosos de ti, por lo que eres y jamas dejas de ser. estas cosas no nos quitan la venda de lo que vemos en verdad, y vemos una hermosa mujer, con una esencia inreible! eso es lo más importante, viniste a brillar :) Gracias por compartirlo, ojala le ayude a otros a ver que pueden brillar como tu a pesar de ...

  73. All about Mimi

    All about Mimi5 uur geleden

    I have ocd too it’s not as severe but I did

  74. Shadow grim

    Shadow grim5 uur geleden

    All the haters that say stuff about don't feel bay I been builld before

  75. Cutema81

    Cutema815 uur geleden

    How do u have ocd when u don’t even want to take a shower?? How when u wear the same clothes ??

  76. suavecita0810

    suavecita08105 uur geleden

    i would never say anything bad to you everyday i watch your videos and you make my day my biggest dream when i was 10 was to meet you im 12 now and i would still love to meet you you are my favorite.

  77. Mariana Rodarte

    Mariana Rodarte5 uur geleden

    This is so bad ass!!! ❤️❤️

  78. harley moon

    harley moon5 uur geleden

    I have OCD too and i understand ,thank you for sharing this episode,you're so brave 😘

  79. Ethxn RBLX

    Ethxn RBLX5 uur geleden

    omg watching this i can totoaly completly relate i always had to do things even times and had to do things that i dont want to i have OCD

  80. Rachael Chevlin

    Rachael Chevlin5 uur geleden

    ❤️ you are incredibly strong. an inspiration.

  81. Edwin Meza

    Edwin Meza5 uur geleden

    What is ocd

  82. Lumbago

    Lumbago5 uur geleden

    Obsessive compulsive disorder


    BOKAMOSO PHAKANE5 uur geleden

    Sorry lele

  84. Johnny Tan Man

    Johnny Tan Man5 uur geleden

    I read it as I serve god

  85. Blah Blah

    Blah Blah5 uur geleden

    I don't like to see lele cry ☹️❤️

  86. Mbali Dlamini

    Mbali Dlamini5 uur geleden

    I always asked myself if lele is acting or actually like that real life but everything make sense now.I feel the pain🥺

  87. GracieRoblox 26

    GracieRoblox 265 uur geleden

    To have an influencer that I can relate to. Me listening to her talking about it is really good to listen to. I love you Lele I'm here for you even if you havent seen this comment

  88. Tenay Anthony

    Tenay Anthony5 uur geleden

    I feel really bad for you. I have OCD and it really isn't a joke. It's very irritating and hard to deal with. I hope you get better. U deserve better than how people treat you. I pray that u get better.

  89. Shao Kahn

    Shao Kahn5 uur geleden


  90. Fumus in aere

    Fumus in aere6 uur geleden

    I love lele ever since i saw her vid. On internet . ❤️

  91. Mary Eddie

    Mary Eddie6 uur geleden

    A diamond in the rough. 💪💪💪✌✌✌